I just want to get the hell out of here. But whenever I get to feeling this way, it's more of a "I want out, now" situation. So I have nothing planned. Certainly no way of finding a job before I go. I'm just...tired of this. I'm tired of my dad making fun of me or berating me. I usually can't tell which is which, not that it matters. I don't have that much stuff. I'm thinking Oregon, but there's the whole job thing, even if I think I found a fairly decent place to live. I don't know anyone out there, so I'd have zero friends there. Oh wait, so nothing would change, ha!